(this is a poem I wrote over 3 years ago, I barely remember writing it, but wow. it’s about a broken friendship)
All that she wanted to do was making the world a better place.
Not realizing everything was about to change.
All that she wanted to hear was “you’re right” not realizing she caused a fight.
All that you want to hear is “how can I make it up to you?”
Can’t pretend any longer. Funny how tears don’t dry, even if you’d cried for an hour
Make a statement, make a plan. Make a mistake right again.
Could it really be her fault all along? Did she really think she would stay strong?
Apology accepted, trust denied. She’d be better with you by her side.
Never thought she’d end up this way. Never thought it’d mean so much, okay?
Thinking about it, suddenly made her sad. Sad turns into broken, if “over” will be spoken.
Living life feels useless when friendship is at stake.
Don’t wanna let that happen, but she knows it’s too late.
Feeling like she’s about to lose her world right now.
Statement proven, plan succeeded. Mistake remains, forgiveness needed.
Nothing could make her feel better, drowning in her soaking sweater.
Realizing you’ve been through the same thing, made her feel guilty.
Thought she’d moved on without needing attention.
Afraid this will be remembered forever. This wasn’t her intention.
Will it ever be the same again? Wishing she’d never come up with this plan.
Trust broke in the blink of an eye. Scatters won’t be fixed for a while.
Your decision, her mistake. Sorry that it had to break.
Didn’t mean to hurt anyone, didn’t know she had begun.
Please don’t regret what you once had given or it will have to be gained back.
‘Cause losing you, would make her have a heart attack.
